I will start today by apologising to all the fantastic and supportive readers I have here for it being so quiet around here this week. This has been for a few reasons and I have hesitated all week in writing this particular post as I am not really sure what to say or how to explain it.
To begin with the family and I have been a bit pre-occupied with the fact our house is finally being started. We purchased our block of land in December and finally the slab is about to be poured. It is pretty exciting for us.
Then there was our wedding anniversary, my husbands’ birthday, my eldest sons’ school excursion, etc etc blah blah blah. The list just keeps on going and yet even though all these events are very positive and happy, over the last week I have found myself not feeling myself. I just don’t feel right.
I cannot explain it much better than that unfortunately; I have been emotional for absolutely next to no reason, I am exhausted all the time and my head aches have been horrid. This is more than likely due to the fact that I am plain and simply exhausted and seriously need some sleep or the fact that I am still trying to adjust to losing yet another grandparent but I have just found that small things that wouldn’t normally bother me in the slightest are making me upset. For example: facebook followers unliking – what is up with that? It’s their loss, I know this but it still got me sad.
As I said I cannot really describe it much better than that as I do not suffer depression but here is to hoping a good nights sleep fixes my little emotionally draining problem and all goes back to normal soon.
::Sorry for the post being a bit of a downer::